i'm 110% sure nobody on this wiki trusts me or want anything to do with me after every time i came back here
so i've...just always been scared of showing up here ever since i've realized that..
i want to apologize for anything i did, even though i know good and well that i won't be forgiven
and just... i'll... give it one more shot i guess..
if i ever leave again after this i won't be coming back